cleejh2002: (beach)
This Saturday we are having a BBQ at the house.  We invited over some friends. They are to bring sides and lawn chairs, and we are providing burgers with the fixings (including vegan for Tom and Gay.)  We also have a corn hole set we are going to put in the yard.  It should be fun.

Holy Cross, the University that put on the Ireland Institute that I just returned from, is planning on a similar program in Italy next summer.  Guess who might go?!?!?!?  I'm not sure if I'll be a presenter that time, however.  It might be more relaxed to just be an attendee instead, but we will see.  It is cool to be able to say I'm an International Presenter!  I get to say that for the Dublin Conference.

Lynn has started seeing someone.  I am happy for her, but I'm also feeling some self pity.  I HATE being the third wheel.  I envisioned us getting old together and retiring on a beach, kind of like that show Frankie and Grace.  I guess we will see what happens.

Training

Jul. 8th, 2022 02:22 pm
cleejh2002: (green tree)
 For the last three days I've been on an online training for DBT (Dialectic Behavioral Training) from 8 am to 5 pm.  My brain is dead.  DBT is also not my thing, but I've always been a bit interested in it.  It does use a lot of mindfulness, which I do use.  I also think I can use the Chain Analysis skills with clients.  

I got new glasses yesterday, just in time for Ireland.  I wear progressive lenses now.  Yup, I'm old.  

In three days I'll be in Ireland!!!!!
cleejh2002: (bench)
It's so nice to be heading to Ireland knowing all my clients are stable and should be just fine.  All of them are excited for me and wishing me a great trip.  It feels nice.  Back in the day when I was a restaurant manger, it was almost like you were given a guilt trip for taking a vacation.  Other managers would complain about how they'd have to work more, or pick up the slack, or whatever.  They were never excited about it for you, that is for sure.  I do not miss those days, or those people.  What's frustrating is I often still have dreams about the restaurant work, but never about my job now.  I don't know what my brain is still trying to figure our or process about those days, but I wish it would stop.

When is it too early to start packing?

I found out today I'm not going to be able to get on that medication.  My insurance will not pay for it.  I wonder what health care is like in Ireland?


Ouch

Jun. 27th, 2022 08:50 am
cleejh2002: (tea)
Last night while making dinner, I tried to make my thumb a scallion and trim the tip.  Ouch.  You don't realize how much you use your thumb until it has an ouchie.

It's finally summer here, but it came with a vengeance.  70 to 80 is fine, but this mid 90s stuff is a bit too high.  Yes, I guess I am picky.  I looked up the weather in Ireland this time of year and it is very similar, but in the 70s.  Perfection!  

I have no plans for the fourth.  Lynn has to work a double.  If it's not a thousand degrees, maybe I'll go hiking or golfing with a friend.  We shall see.  This will be our first July 4th with Maizy too, so I'm curious how she will be with the fireworks.  I think she will be fine.  Marcus was pretty good last year.  But I have anxiety medicine on hand for either one if they need it.  Rupert was a gem.  We actually used to walk around the neighborhood while they shot off firecrackers with Rupert.  I miss him.

This week and next week are packed to the gills with appointments since I'll be gone.  Hardly have time for lunch.  It's going to be a long couple of weeks.  But who is counting?  THIS GIRL!


cleejh2002: (beach)
 Finally the sun is out.  I was beginning to think we were not going to have summer this year.  Now it will probably be summer until November, but I don't think I would complain much about that.

I finished my Power Point for the presentation in Ireland.  I hope when I present it, it actually goes at least 45 minutes.  I've left time for questions at the end, so that should help.

I have a new client scheduled for now, at 11 am, but they have not filled out any of the necessary intake paperwork or completed information on the client portal, so I'm thinking they are not going to show up.  Which is fine.  I don't mind a longer lunch break today!

Have you ever heard of Teal Swan?  I watched a documentary about her.  Wow, she is messed up, and I'm afraid she is damaging a lot of people on the way.  She's definitely running a cult, whether she will admit to it or not.  It's people like her that give counseling a bad name.  But she's had no education or training!  She is scary.

Okay, can't think of anything else to report on. Back to the daily grind!

Lose Ends

Jun. 16th, 2022 09:24 am
cleejh2002: (tea)
Now my sister Laura has Covid.  I was briefly around her for graduation, as were my parents.  Hopefully nothing develops from that.

I'm still waiting for approval on the new medication that may help me lose weight.  I don't know what the hold up is.  Probably on insurance.

My stomach is a bit icky this morning, but some mint tea is helping.

Vegan night was fun.  I always enjoy hanging out with Tom and Gay. They have a real partnership.  It's rare and beautiful to see.

My guitar playing is going well.  The callouses on my left hand's fingers are building up to the point it's difficult to check my blood sugar!  I have two songs down pretty well now.  I might talk to Pastor Eric about listening soon, and maybe I can play them at church, but we will see.  

I am going to be a presenter at the Ireland Conference. They asked me because I'm an LPC with a private practice, and it will look great later to say I was a "presenter at an international conference."  I'm going to talk about Basic EMDR.  Which reminds me, I should work on that!


Ramblings

Jun. 13th, 2022 12:56 pm
cleejh2002: (me on bench)
I'm counting down the days to Ireland.  I'm soooo ready for a little adventure.  I feel fat and tired and a little burned out.  The last few weeks have not helped with Lynn being sick, and traveling to the coast every weekend for various family functions.  I need some relaxation.

Tomorrow evening my friends Tom and Gay and Susan are coming over for dinner.  Tom and Gay are vegan, and so we are having a vegan meal.  She is a great cook. I could never be vegetarian or vegan long term, but I never miss the meat or dairy when they cook.

And my next client is here, ten minutes early, so off I go!
cleejh2002: (weed)
 I'm getting more and more excited for my trip to Ireland.  I'm even excited I'll be going on my own.  I mean, it's a work convention so there will be a lot of other therapists there, but when it comes to free time, I will be able to go where I want to go, do what I want to do, and see what I want to see.  I've already got a couple things planned, but I also left myself free space to do whatever comes to me.

The way this country has been going makes me sometimes wonder about moving to another country.  But would it really be better?  I mean, is grass greener on the other side, or just different grass?  And it's got to be so difficult to move and learn a new culture and customs or language.  With my job, I would want to pick a place where they can speak English.  

I won't ever move.  It's just thoughts.  But this last school shooting yesterday... I'm just done.

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