Lynn

 It looks like Lynn has a new boyfriend.  She met him on a dating app.  He lives in Bend, so they have only seen each other a handful of times, but he stayed over last weekend.  It seems to be getting more serious.  She is always different when she is dating someone.  It's like she is... up an octave.  At least around him.  It definitely makes me feel like an outsider around them.  I'm the third wheel.  I HATE being the third wheel.  

He seems like a good guy.  He has a great job in Bend, working in a lab that is trying to cure cancer.  I don't know if this means if things progress whether or not Lynn will want to move to Bend eventually.  And I'll be alone again.

I hate feeling this way.  I know it is selfish of me, and perhaps it's about being jealous.  But I also don't want things to change, and that's not fair of me.

I guess we will see how it progresses.